Ups and Downs

{ January 31, 2010 @ 2:45 pm } · { Uncategorized }

Its been awhile since I last posted on here. Things are going okay, I’m in the IOP (Intensive Outpatient) groups now. I got four times a week for 2 and 1/2 hours. They have been really helpful. I have been struggling with finding friends lately. I feel extremely friendless right now but I’m trying to trust God with this whole situation. I think that He wants me to work on myself right now, get things straightened out and then hopefully friends will fall into place. This recovery journey is harrrrrrd! But i’m truckin through…slowly I have a new accountability partner and she is amazing! I love her so much!! We are doing this biblestudy together that I love and am learning so much! Also lately I have been working on eating breakfast every morning. Its been a struggle but I am fighting the ED voices through it and succeeding!! I started running with my dad and that has been going alright. I think we’re supposed to be running today, I have a rule where if I don’t eat, I can’t run. So far I’ve been running and eating! Another success!! I love life, even though there are tons of speed bumbs and walls and really this whole life is like a maze. Anyways, thats about it.

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